Hello God

“Me: Hello God.

God: Hello...

Me: I’m falling apart. Can you put me back together?

God: I'd rather not.

Me: Why?

God: Because you're not a puzzle.

Me: What about all the pieces of my life that fall to the ground?

God: Leave them there for a while. They fell for a reason. Let them be there for a while and then decide if you need to take any of those pieces back.

Me: You don't understand! I'm breaking! 

God: No, you don't understand. You're transcending, evolving.

What you feel are growing pains. You're getting rid of the things and people in your life that are holding you back. The pieces are not falling down. The pieces are being put in place. Relax. Take a deep breath and let those things you no longer need fall down. Stop clinging to pieces that are no longer for you. Let them fall. Let them go.

Me: Once I start doing that, what will I have left?

God: Only the best pieces of yourself.

Me: I'm afraid to change.

God: I keep telling you: YOU'RE NOT CHANGING! YOU'RE BECOMING!

Me: Becoming, Who?

God: Becoming who I created you to be! A person of light, love, charity, hope, courage, joy, mercy, grace and compassion. I made you for so much more than those shallow pieces you decided to adorn yourself with and that you cling to with so much greed and fear. Let those things fall off you. I love you! Don't change! Become! Don't change! Become! Become who I want you to be, who I created. I'm gonna keep telling you this until you remember.

Me: There goes another piece.

God: Yes. Let it be like this.

Me: So... I'm not broken?

God: No, but you're breaking the darkness, like dawn. It's a new day. Become!! Become who you really are!!"

- John Roedel”

This poem perfectly describes how many are feeling during this great awakening. Some of us are missing our old selves. There is sadness of letting it go, but also a desire to not return to who we once were. 

There is a big influx of light coming onto earth and we are becoming more of who we were meant to be while releasing all that we are not. I know it has not been easy. We are clearing lifetimes of pain. I have noticed our past lives look parallel to this life. We are learning the same lessons and learning to grow and work through them. Our past affects our current state. Taking a look at our past helps us to learn, grow, and heal. As we do, it is easier to move forward with our dreams. It is easier to see our true divinity and see our gifts. Healing our past helps us to make decisions based in love and not fear or pain. It is so important to go within and heal at this time. 

Spirit has told me that the feeling of loneliness is a way to make us go within and find our true selves. It is a way to release what society, friends, and parents think we are. We clear other people's beliefs of us to find ourselves. It takes a lot of strength to do this. It is not easy, but it creates big transformations.

Recently in session the spirit world is healing multidimensional layers of who we are. I have helped release contracts that were made in higher dimensions and that the soul feels it needed to play out at this time. 

In 2012 we began to bring all pieces of ourselves back together. Our true self is this large, powerful, loving and wise being of light. We broke up into many pieces to experience time, space, and all emotions. As we bring all our parts back together we can feel all emotions from all life times again. We play the same games with the same people. We repeat and repeat until we learn a lesson or learn to forgive. We started with the challenging past lives to heal the hard lessons. We are now merging with the more powerful lives to remember our wisdom and gifts. We are still healing but we also accelerated our growth. We are remembering more and more of who we are. We are remembering our knowledge and power. We are awakening from a state of forgetfulness. 

In sessions now, I am seeing higher dimensional versions of people. In order to move to these higher dimensions we need to merge with this higher vibrational energy. If you need assistance I am here to assist with healings and activations.